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Eleanor McEvoy - Sophie

Sophie cannot finish her dinner
She says she's eaten enough
Sophie's trying to make herself thinner
Says she's eating too much
And her brother says, "You're joking,"
And her mother's heart is broken
Sophie has a hard time coping
And, besides, Sophie's hoping

She can be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Living in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, in the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl.

Sophie's losing weight by the minute
How did things get this bad?
Sophie's family, they don't understand it
Gave her all that they had
And her sister won't stop crying
'Cause her father says she's dying
Sophie says she's really trying
Problem is, Sophie's lying.

She can be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Living in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, to the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl

How did she get this way?
How did she get this way?
Through trying to hide it.
What does it take to say,
What does it take to say
She's dying, Sophie's dying..

...to be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Living in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, to the ordinary world
Just to fit in and be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Living in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, to the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl.

*

Fiona Apple - Paper Bag

I was staring at the sky
Just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on
Or something like that.

I was having a sweet fix
Of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew
Was a hopeless to be had.

But then the dove of hope
began its downward slope.
And I believed for a moment
that my chances were
Approaching to be grabbed.
But as it came down near,
so did a weary tear.
I thought it was a bird,
but it was just a paper bag.

Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad,
oh it kills,
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands
are too shaky to hold.
Hunger hurts, but starving works,
when it costs too much to love.

And I went crazy again today,
looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope.
Baby said he couldn't stay put,
wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope.

And I said, "Honey, I don't feel so good,
don't feel justified.
Come on put a little love here in my void"
He said, "It's all in your head"
And I said, "So's everything'"
but he didn't get it.
I thought he was a man,
but he was just a little boy

Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad,
oh it kills,
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands
are too shaky to hold.
Hunger hurts, but starving works,
when it costs too much to love.

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Die 3. Generation - Sie is(s)t nicht mehr

Sie wollte schon immer besser sein, schöner sein
als die Anderen.
Sie fand sich viel zu dick und zu klein
Um durch's Leben zu gehen,
Auf eigenen Beinen zu stehen.
Sie dachte, ihr Arsch war zu fett
Und keiner konnte sie verstehen.
Weil alle ihre besten Freundinnen dünner sind
und bei den Typen die absoluten Gewinner sind.
Also beschloss sie für sich keinen Bissen mehr zu essen
Um ihr Scheißleben total zu vergessen.

Was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
Wenn du alles was du früher warst total vergisst?
Was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
Was hab ich denn von dir, wenn du nicht mehr bist?

Sie isst nicht mehr - sie ist nicht mehr.
Warum muss sie gehen?
Nur um besser auszusehen
Hat sie sich belogen.
Sie träumte einen schönen Traum,
Ihr Herz war tränenschwer
Sie wollte doch Prinzessin sein,
Doch sie is(s)t nicht mehr.

Sie hat sich sehr stark verändert in den letzten 2 Jahren
Als ihre Beine noch wirklich ihre Beine waren.
Und jetzt? Keine Spur mehr von Figur - von Gesicht
45 kilo - das ist doch kein Gewicht

Einst hat jeder Typ ihr die Liebe versprochen,
Doch da wo früher Lebensfreude war sind nur noch Knochen.
Keiner traut sich mehr sie anzufassen.
Sie guckt nicht in den Spiegel um sich nicht zu hassen.

Was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
Wenn du alles was du früher warst, total vergisst?
Was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
Was hab ich denn von dir, wenn du nicht mehr bist?

Sie isst nicht mehr - sie ist nicht mehr.
Warum muss sie gehen?
Nur um besser auszusehen
Hat sie sich belogen.
Sie träumte einen schönen Traum,
Ihr Herz war tränenschwer
Sie wollte doch Prinzessin sein,
Doch sie is(s)t nicht mehr.

Es kam, so wie es kommen musste,
Jetzt ist sie gestorben.
Sie hat sich ihr Leben selbst total verdorben.
Sie verlor den Kampf gegen ihre Natur
Für 'ne Primaballerina-Barbie-Figur.
Sie schnitt sich die Adern auf
Um perfekt zu sein,
Sie wollte Nadja und Naomi in sich selbst vereinen.
Scheiß drauf - was mir fehlt von ihr, ist der Mensch
Und nicht das ausgehungerte Modelgesicht.

Was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
Wenn du alles was du früher warst, total vergisst?
Was ändert sich denn, wenn du nichts mehr isst?
Was hab ich denn von dir, wenn du nicht mehr bist?

Sie isst nicht mehr - sie ist nicht mehr.
Warum muss sie gehen?
Nur um besser auszusehen
Hat sie sich belogen.
Sie träumte einen schönen Traum,
Ihr herz war tränenschwer
Sie wollte doch Prinzessin sein,
Doch sie is(s)t nicht mehr.

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Superchick - Courage

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well," "I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
And for a moment, for a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone, no one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I've changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm OK
And for a moment, for a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not OK
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
(together we'll make it through somehow)

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be OK
Together we can make it through another day

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Silverchair - Ana's Song

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you

*

Alanis Morissette - Mary Jane

What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day
As you place the don't disturb sign on the door
You lost your place in line again, what a pity
You never seem to want to dance anymore

It's a long way down
On this roller coaster
The last chance streetcar
Went off the track
And you're on it

I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for

Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading

Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy
Please don't censor your tears

You're the sweet crusader
And you're on your way
You're the last great innocent
And that's why I love you

So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish
Worry not about the cars that go by
All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom
Keep warm my dear, keep dry

Tell me
Tell me
What's the matter Mary Jane...?

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